first is drop out of sch wat come next break up with gf

it hurt mi alot when i break up with my gf i was like crying when i went to sleep but one thing for sure is that i really cant bear to let her go she is my type of gal and at that time i think i give her abit too much pressure le so ya they is why will become this situation but i promise her that i wont do that again but in the end is still the same i really really dont wanna break up with her one is jus wanted her to give mi one more chance that is all and also i really really cant bear to let her go :(