when i was your boyfriend

i should have brought you flower instead of you saying it.

i should have apologize to you and patch back.

maybe i m to dumb to realize that i should buy you flower and give you all my time

i should like be the first to apologize to you

i hope he buys you flowers and hope he can give you a good memory to you better than mine.

can you let mi love you one more time????

the title is like haiz i dont know why but i felt that i still love my first ex shheesssh dont tell anyone about that but ever since i had a gf until now i dont know why from i love her to i like dont love her not say dont lah but less love, as the result of we kept quarreling maybe the love between us became lesser, this is some of the example of our quarrel sometimes she will find fault with mi on little things like i say hello to a gal which she knows and i also know i mean is a courtesy i mean saying hello is not a crime right and some other things like nv bring her to jam and hop night omg that is like you have to be in the orientation then you can join in the fun i wasn't there how i can bring her to there and also she will say why i nv bring her go to bungee jump whereby i bring my ex go there is like omg why you want to like compare our relationship with the past of my relationship is like to say you cant forget about my past and why so is it you jealous about it if so this is not call a relationship le is called jealous relationship full of comparing and also testing each other then what is for being with each other in the first place that is what i m questioning myself about it the past few days ago. And ya i still love my first ex more than her i dont know why also maybe cause she is not controlling than her i really dont know le haiz...... 

wish i m there for u when you need help

Is you who intro mi to KOI

Is you who give mi love

Is you who taken my heart

Is you who started the love for mi

I m the one who celebrated valentine's day with you and left a memory in you

I kw i m nt a good bf to you but i dont kw whether i have the chance to patch back with you and give you all the happiness you will get with mi

i cant stop thinking about you all the time when there is some songs about love or what it trigger the memory inside mi

you are still inside my heart it has not move a single step or place

i kw that i m being selfish also cause i keep msg-ing u for like where r u when u r out with ur friends and with family

i kw i didnt give u a memoriable 100 days into relationship but i have a happy time with you

if i can nt being so selfish will you be with mi agian

i kw that u r not so chio as u say but i dont mind u being not so chio i also wont mind if u grow fatter as i love you

if one day u grow fat or ugly i will still love you ya :)

i dont know what to do now?

the title tells you the whole thing, as i really don't know what to do as now i have a gf, i know she love mi but i love her also but the thing is that she is stubborn as her character is like i dont know what to say meaning to say she always want mi to accompany her and also like mi to spent all my time with her this is not the way in a relationship as you need to give each other time off to do their own things and hang out with friends if not it will be not good cause if you see each other everyday is like from got topic to no topic to talk and also i m like everyday spending time with her is like 7 days almost 6 days i will be with her only Sunday i m at home with my family what is the point of this as i m really going into breaking point i even think of wooing other gals which i promise you not to, and also i have even think of going back to my first ex cause my heart is still with her as never change i also dont know why maybe cause i really love her and also she is much better than you which i can say that cause her temper is way better as i have like tolerate you for this past few month but cause i really want to see the change in you as you always say you want to change but where is the change i cant see the change at all, i already like wanting to give chance over and over again but i also dont know what to do cause if i break up with you which i will do that and i will break your heart also which i dont really want to cause i will know she will cry alot ya.

this is the longest that i ever write....

i really want her to change if not i really dont know what to do le, i can admit that i still love my first ex as she is the best gf i have ever meet cause she is a nice gal and we spent equal amount of time together meaning to say i spent my own time sometime and also spent time with her too that why i can say if i dont mind to go back to her, now i really feel like telling her mum that i want to break up with her, provided that she change her character in like one to two years if not i dont think i can carry on le as i really in my last breaking point of the stand cause it happens time after time is like when i dont want to pei her for dinner when her mum is not coming as i also need to spent time with my parents also not like i dont have parents or what i have okie is just that all my time is with you now is holiday i want to like spend more time with them that all i want from you and you also takes up my space for my friends did i say anything to you NOTHING!!! okie cause i know i will have to spent time with you but what you did now is wrong all wrong, you are taking too much from mi and i never meet my friends, family what is this all my time with you okie they understand but do you understand like this is no good more time will cause more things to happen like today your mum call you and tell you she is not coming and i already told my mum i will go home as my gf you will understand that spending time with family is also important but you i cant see that cause you became sad and give mi the face and i keep asking you why and you never say anything and just keep quite what is the point if you are mad at mi about the timing i spent on you i think you should go and think about that .