breaks for nw

as i have drop out of poly le nw i m like taking a break from all the stress that i have accumulated the past two yrs which i also dont know why i take that course and end up dropping out of it thinking back again i gt this thinking of going back again but again no way if i go back again i have to study programming again and i m nt use to it man i still gt IGAI, DBIS, GMAPS but for all this is easy to pass but hmm i dont think so le, so for the mean time i will find jobs and work and wait for which intake i can go in ya, but one thing i know is that i still cant let go of her still thinking of her and it will make mi cry, it takes time to heal i dont kw when it will heal man :(