i think i know why i dont wanna go back to study in GET le as i have been struggling with the subject

so from that title ya i have been like struggling with the subject for around 2 yrs le and yesterday i went to church with my friend erm... i havent convert so ya still thinking of it so back to the topic ya and i heard them say all the things and all the things almost all of it happen in mi and dn i release something is that i have been struggling and i kw why GOD never pull mi out at first cause right if u save a person which is struggling the person who want to save him will be hurt too so he/she/ GOD will wait until that person struggled until he is tired and dn go and save him from there then i release it ya so from the lesson i also learnt that dont give up on urself as in life is precise ya :)